Wednesday, May 13, 2009
@5/13/2009
after years i m always healthy [overweight] i m this time sick..n is very sick!physical n emotional sick!i hope this pain would NEVER go off..i would die soon liddat...idk why..dun ask me why i dun want the pain to go off .. I have no answer as well..my throat from bad to worst but i insist not to see a doctor because i want the pain to be there the longer the better!definitely everyone think is insane but to me is not!i m crazy enough to do almost everything / anythin that is crazy now...haiish..esp emotional ones!haiish...no way i would give up but i cant move further as i think i almost reach the peak the peak where i need to stop or i would fall n die fast!i dun want to post lerrhs sorry the pain will last for life i supposed
